Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:20 PM

phew-yosh !!
i very happy today yeah . .
wakakas . .
i gotta trick !
to scold ppl
very bad horh ?!
mine is FYMUD !!
ili is FYMAH
abbie is FYMP
wakakakas . .
jus now went to lyni hse agn . .
francisco crazy liiao . .
always talking to himself . .
jus came back from IMH (mental hospital )
hahaha ss . .
i very bad horhs ??
plus . .
he horh ,
make a lot of noise . .
but very funny . .
jus now go c teacher go NAPFA . .
tmrw our turn lehh . .
then then .
paper came back lerhs ,
my grandpa scoldedd me . .
nicely tell me larh . .
say mus work harder . .
i was lyk ?
wad th hell ?
i mus work hard . .
strive for better results . .
mus let him know that i can do it . .
cus i fail to sub . .
and fail very badly . .
its th first tym i fail siall . .
he gave me money ,
clothing ,
and everything i wanted . .
no matter how hard he beat me in th past . .
now i realise ,
its all for me own good . .
i really thankskful . .
ah gong . .
im sorry . .
i mus prove to everyone . .
i can do it . .
ah gong . .
i will prove to you ,
and myself . .
im not useless
if not because of him . .
i think ,
now i should b faiing all subject . .
and getting U GRADE . .
if not becuase of him . .
i think ,
now i would b a AH LIAN . .
if not becuase of him ,
i would think tat ,
no point living . .
he once told me before
"you mus work hard . .
don not let ppl look down on you . .
i can give u everything .
but on one condition ,
you mus work hard . .
you live is not becuase you wan to eat . .
but is eat to live .
its all fate . . "
always wen i remember this ,
i will think . .
since from when i P5 or P4 ,
i didnt wen home straight after school to do homework . .
i didn't obey him . .
but argue with him . .
i behave like as if he got no feeling . .
i copied homework . .
i socld him . .
i still did alot of things . .
but now ?
he jus still cared me . .
N even now . ?
failing . .
i'm really a girl .
who doesn;t care . .
im sorry . .
i mus work hard from now onwards ,
n not ddissapoint him . .
love you guys . .
byebye