Saturday, June 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:37 PM

i dono why ,
after i seen ili comment ,
i cried . .
i . .
i wana forgive her ,
but , when i c her face ,
i dono how to forgive her ,
yeah ,
after all ,
she's been my bestie for quite long tym ,
she helped me be4 ,
when gigi fought wibb me ,
she still went to me ,
but nw ?
how i treated her ?
she's now ,
loneeely ,
no one to care her ,
tok to her ,
c what i've done to her !
she lost her confidents bcus of me .?
wen gigi was wibb her ,
she was th best to me ,
no matter what ,
she would b always thr fer me ,
like what abbie always does to me .
abbie , if wan day ,
they fight wibb u ,
don b surpise that i would do this ,
cus ,
im a bad friend . .
when i wibb guys ,
u guys tt4eated me very well ,
but when ppl dump u ,
i'll follow ,
i wana change ,
but i jus cant control .
so ppl don b surprise ,
cus ,
th fact is ,
i'm a bad friend after all ,
a person whose selfish ,
cnnt forgive ,
or somtimes can ,
but . .
i jus cnnt control ..
i made ppl cried !
ili !
abbie !
gigi !
lots more . .
ili
im sorry ,
i didn't mean it .
but i jus cant control . .
mayb ,
i th evil ones between u guys . .
she said that im th only wan whom she can tok to ,
but i left her ,
she mus b very sad . .
i made her sad n made ehr cried ,
what a 'good fwen' i am yeah ?
i remembered ,
when im bored ,
she would call me out ,
she would tell me all her secrets . .
we shared . .
i made her life meaningless .
i really wish i could die right now ,
so i would not make any one cry again . .
friends ,
if u r treating me as a besties right now ,
pls pull my position to jus a friend .
cus ,
i may jus let u down any time . .
ili ,
im sorry ,
i really don wish this happended ,
but ,
it jus happened so quickly .
i'm so so sorry ,
mayb u can jus forget me . .
i mayb a bomb to u guys . .
mayb hurt u guys any time ,
any where . .
i really wana forgiive u ,
but i can control . .
i wana say sorry ,
but i jus can't open my mouth ,
i feel like hugging u n say sorry ,
i jus ,
jus can;t do it .
when i recall ,
u asking my out ,
telling me everything ,
i jus feel like ,
poking a knife into my heartless heart . .
don wana say on alr ,
cus ,
th tears kept on coming out . .
none stopping . .
im jus so sory to everyone . .